The wee hours...

Howdy to Myself!

So neither am I sad, upset, happy, etc. nor am I suffering from insomnia. Just happen to be awake at this crazy hour - when I am supposed to be completing my paper on "termination of military alliances". I love alliances to death - but running regression models in Stata and interpreting them is not the most fun thing at 3:30 AM - so I am fiddling around for something fun. I was hearing about some funny blogs today and I realised that I have never written 25 Random things - so nows a good time! And it has been ages that I read someone else's 25 random musings...so it should turn out to be more original. Lets try ...

1. I like the color RED - and Ive always really liked it.
2. Bright colors make me happy. I guess thats true for most people.
3. Nah.... I cant do it. Its not happening.

This tells me one non-random thing about myself. I am not capable of doing random things - life always has to be pre-planned and meaningful and.... aah! I havent really done many spontaneous things lately - I dont know if I can anymore :((

I have this constant feeling that I am running out of time and there is just a lot to be done on this planet and for this planet. There is fun to be had, there are books to be read, music to be heard, dances to be danced, meals to be savoured, sunsets to be enjoyed, evening walks to be taken, gardens to be enjoyed, flowers to be smelt, felt, events to be followed, trips to be taken, new places to be seen, self-improvements to be made, contributions to be made, research papers to be written, services to be done, long late night talks to be had (with roommates, friends, family etc), games to be watched and played, talents to be pursued.... WHY am I sitting here trying to write this blog? To organize my thoughts... there you go - no spontaneity here either!

Tonights not the time... Ill attempt creativity later...:)

Goodnight Y'all!

Aakriti